Hey :) how have you been?You might not even remember me, andI know that you may not read this soon, but I felt like I should tell you, that today, 4/9 it has been exactly one year that I found your Tumblr, and you actually made a difference in my life. Yeah I think this is it, you stay awesome Argyle :)
Of course I remember you. How could I possibly forget? You’re one of the most genuinely kind people I’ve ever met.
To the rest of my followers, I appreciate your kind messages. I have a lot to tell you, and will come back quite soon with a long audio post. Until then <9999999
So he’s making everyone in our class write these short stories, and I googled a list of famous porn stars, and named everyone in my stories after them. And I put them in way oversexualized situations, just to see if he says anything.
I’m battling some shitty mental stuff right now, so why not blog about it?
First off, I’d like to apologize for not being on the site more. I know I am disappointing a lot of you, and I love you guys a lot, and I really do apologize.
Second, the subject for today is monotony and infinity.
Third, Aurora, anxiety, Homestuck, and how they can effect your life.
So, monotony is the dull, day to day feeling we each get when we feel like nothing’s happening. For some, this feeling may come with gratitude, a feeling of security. More commonly, this feeling is associated with depression. Depression is, as we probably all know, something we really can’t describe. People seem to think that depression is triggered by an event, or a person, when really it is a gradual feeling, takes a long time to gather, and stays with you forever. So, how could you shake this parasitic feeling? With a blend of sweet, contagious monotony and the everlasting chill of infinity.
Infinity is the never-ending sequence. To be a part of infinity is to belong to something real and powerful. The probably with our latest generations is, however, that we’re taught that nothing real or powerful exists. That life isn’t at all fair. We are taught that since birth. I call bollocks! We have impact on everything. Every person has a story to tell. Whether it is a boring story that is your monotony, or a beautiful story which stays among your associates forever. For example, I spend all of my time reading Homestuck and playing Minecraft in an old pair of pajama pants. Cool story, right? Maybe not, but either way, it’s out there. On the most infinite thing known to man - the internet. So, let your monotony out, let us all hear it! Be monotonous, and infinite at the same time. Or, taking your power of infinity and make something really great out of it. There is nothing preventing you.
Next, anxiety. So on about December 1st I was forced to leave school due to a massive anxiety attack I was experiencing. It happens. Anyway, since then I’ve been on Klonopin and Paxil. 2 friendly little pills my friends would come to know as “a really bad idea.” Fortunately, these helped, but with some unexpected side effects. Basically, I was loopy as all hell, and I could pass out if I put my head down. Fortunately, Aurora puts up with that shit, because she’s the greatest. Never speak to her again like you did earlier, anon. Please. Anyway, Homestuck. Homestuck Homestuck Homestuck. For this amazing gift I must thank the beautiful Miss Kasey who runs this fantastic blog. Homestuck is this wonderful 2nd person comic narrative revolving around 4 kids, 12 trolls, and a game they all share. You can find it at mspaintadventures.com. It is seriously one of the funniest, most brilliant story lines I’ve ever come across. It is what kept me sane for the weeks I was bedridden. It is legitimately incredible. You may unfortunately begin TALKING in a DIFFERENT WAY due to your CONSTANT READING.
That’s all I have for you right now. I’ll post as much as I can. Sorry I don’t get back to some of your questions. I thank a lot of you for your concern.
How is everything going? How is your mom? I hope you're all staying happy and strong,and i wish you a happy new year :)
Aurora and I both totally agree that you are among the sweetest people we’ve come across on this site <99999
Everything is in a bit of a disaster at the moment. Things aren’t entirely….working right now. I may need to be admitted at a hospital pretty soon. I hope not, but it’s a possibility. Some interesting philosophies may be incoming though :)
Because my mom is sick, we get all these awesome people bringing us gifts, and somehow we got in contact with this church who started reading my mother’s blog. They seriously donated to us a cruise for the whole family. It left out of Florida, and it was a 6-day around the Caribbean. Really extraordinary experience, and it shows the true generosity that some people have.
what happened with those rules? i thought you would repost them or reblog them or something because you posted them like months ago and i can't find them. i really need to read them again. pleasepleaseplease
Are Jona Bechtolt and Claire Evans dating? Cause if you type "Claire L Evans yacht" into google images, there is a nude picture of them holding hands with they're private parts and faces covered by triangles.
The whole "fuck it, do whatever you want" concept you mentioned in that earlier post, I don't think it's right and I think you should explain your opinion. My opinion is that although it sounds right, it could be taken the wrong way. Like "Fuck school, I want to smoke weed", or "Fuck the law, I like raping/killing/robbing people". I mean, it's not right. There are a bunch of assholes in the world who would take advantage of "fuck it, do whatever you want."
Oh no no, you misunderstand! In that case, I agree with you. I was talking about how I like to play minecraft and watch Doctor Who instead of, like, playing sports, and thats where the “do what you want” philosophy came into conversation :)
I haven’t posted about it because I’m still trying to find the words to describe it. Surreal is the best I can come up with.
Aurora’s post covered most everything, I’ll post more about the night on fuckyeahYACHT once I finish editing the interview and whatnot.
IT WAS DARK, AND I WAS WATCHING CLAIRE SIGN A THINGY, AND I LEAN OVER TO GET A BETTER LOOK, AND THEN DOWN GOES JONA’S PERRIER. IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING.
But the interview itself was great, and Jona and Claire are just two such incredible people. Claire couldn’t have been more friendly, and we spent some time talking about the overall philosophy of “Fuck it, do what you want.” and Jona was just being Jona, radiating awesomeness throughout the night, just being an incredible kind and cool guy.
Again, more will go on fuckyeahYACHT later about the show, along with a shit ton of pictures. So stay tuned.
One of the weirdest experiences of my life but also one of the best. I think what had happened really hit me when I got home, because that’s when I really started shaking and acting super fangirl-y. We started the night by interviewing them for…
You forgot the part where I KICKED JONA’S PERRIER.